Why do I just cry

12:11 am - Holy Shit

Well it's only been forever and a day since I've used this thing I think it's at like 76 days or something I don't know if thats right but I thought I read that well here is a big hello to all ya'll later.

Chad

01:51 am - MY Space

Hey Jugs I prolly won't use this much any more because I have a My Space account.

http://profiles.myspace.com/users/17893293

- Ataridotcom

05:19 am - Guess What I'm a Punk and a Rebel and a Loner

Guess What I'm a Punk and a Rebel and a Loner all in one body, bet you never would have figured that huh?

You scored as Loner. </td> Punk/Rebel 69% Loner 69% Drama nerd 56% Ghetto gangsta 38% Goth 19% Stoner 19% Geek 13% Prep/Jock/Cheerleader 6% What's Your High School Stereotype? created with QuizFarm.com

Current Mood: Very funking tired

12:49 am - Well I guess I'm a Visionary Soul,

Ya Ryssa this is getting to the point where it's almost scary.

You Are a Visionary Soul

You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness. Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connect to your soul. You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable. Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings. You have great vision and can be very insightful. In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself. Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend. You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer. Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

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Current Mood: meh

01:03 am - well

Well I really don't know what I am supose to say but I felt like writing on this thing.

Lets see to those of you who don't really know me, I grew up in a little town of not that many people, I've had a pretty big problem with depression for most of my life.
I think it is caused by the fact that alot of my friends have some seriously fucked up live, and I just kinda rehash their feelings inside my head over and over. Which is not a fun way to live let me tell you that.
I've seen and heard about way more than any 21 year old kid should ever have to deal with. it's like fucking wierd it's all most as though the depression of the others I've known has just over time begun to wear into my life. and I just can't stop it the more it happens the more I love helping people deal with it but the more it used to weigh in on my life. But I have finally found a way out of it and now I don't really have to be effected by it any longer. it is quite spectactular now I just hope she stays around. yes yes if you couldn't tell it's a girl I think I might just marry this one. she is incredible. I mean she is beautiful, she's smart, she's fun, it's just great to be around her.

We haven't really done a whole lot just movies, dinner, skating, you know little normal date type things but they are fun none the less.

And ya that is about it for what is on my mind right now.

Hope to here from you guys soon.

- Lock Smith

Current Mood: happy

10:46 pm - All New starting over

Well to you that know me, this is me starting over I've moved on and am starting a new life trying to forget all the fuck ups I have done threw out this fucking thing I try to call a life.

Well my new room is starting to come together pretty well.

I haven't really made any new friends here yet, but I'm sure they will come soon enough.

but my car is busted I don't know what it is going to cost to get it fixed but I'm sure it not going to be even close to something known as cheap. Something is like wrong with the trany at least thats what I'm thinking because it will start I just can't drive it anywhere.

But on the plus side there are a ton of really atractive girls down here. ;-) woot woot that has to be the thing that makes living down here the easyist.

But ya I think that is going to be the end of my first entry in this journal, and the first step to starting over. so it should go pretty good after this.

-Lock Smith

Current Mood: hopeful